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my heart skips a beat.

semalam Allah telah mengaturkan peristiwa yang agak meluruhkan jantung seorang saya. now i know; pepatah luruh jantung is a real deal. it does exist. I believe it was not a coincidence for i know Allah has planned every single thing that happened on this very planet; for every single seconds. beriman itu adalah dengan qada' dan qadr. bukan dengan kebetulan.

i've made a big decision before hand. never i know what i did was wrong or right. but it felt right though. Allah keeps me going. i am not sure whether i want it or not; whether i need it or not.

letting go was the last; and seems like the best resort i could ever think of. and i did.

segala puji bagi Allah yang membukakan hijab pada mata dan hati.

walaupun hati masih kebingungan dan tercari segala hikmah di sebalik yang berlaku.

idk what's going on with my life

but i know He's always there to guide me.

and keep me sane.

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