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ibrah dari Musa.

Bismillah


somehow i just don't know how to respond to people. bukan tak suka, bukan sombong. kalau memang betul tak suke someone tu pun, i really have to suka them. hablumminannas.

to get people to look me in the eyes while talking is a distressing social activity, sometimes.

good thing that my best friend of two years while i was in kmb is so the very talkative, we complement each other. she talks, and i listen. and it feels so right.

i don't know how to respond to other people's joke. I JUST DON'T KNOW

it becomes awkward for me. really.

it's in the gene i think. mama pun selalu cerita yang dia tak suka cakap sangat dulu.

anyways. i do try really hard to engage myself in a fruitful conversation when i am around normal people.

saya tengah berusaha. *pat myself in the back.

teringat kisah Nabi Musa yang ditugaskan Tuhan menyeru manusia paling zalim pada zamannya;

dengan keadaanya yang tak fasih berbicara.

Allah tak tengok hasil.

Allah tengok usaha.

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